Just internalized the idea that what I put here can just be for me.
I kept having this problem with trying to make a site, worrying about "Well what can I put here that will make people care about this?" And I realize, that I don't need to do that. I can just put stuff here.
its fiiiineee
I'd like to think that this site is styled "creatively", that I'm doing some big avant gard (however that's spelled) thing where I
disregard the rules, writing everything in these big minimalist blocks, but in all honesty, I'm just lazy. But is that bad? I keep having
to remind myself that the whole point of writing these sites is expression, not fame, and thus, not usefulness. But throughout all life, and honestly, i think as an
ingrained instinct, we want everything we do to be "useful", something lasting.
Likewise, it feels difficult to just sit down and write something for myself, or really do anything for that matter. I watch youtube, sure, but that's more
of the experience of letting my eyes glaze over and just watch content than a deliberate act of self indulgence. Consciously deciding to just do something
fun is hard.
I try my best.
The name of the site comes from an error message that appears in debug builds of pokemon dppt. In case you were wondering.
I KNOW THIS SITE IS TAGGED PROGRAMMING, WE'LL GET TO THAT.
cool site :
